Sunday, November 15, 2009

my heart is bursting out already.!!!
I cannot take it anymore!!!!!
A few more hours time!
What the..

<3JIN

Without realising..

I am caught in between.

<3JIN

My heart is in a state of shock.

This whole week will definitely be a nerve wrecking week for me.

Mon: SSM
Tue: BESE
Wed: Culi
Thur: There will surely be something to make my heart beat faster! (2 more days and it will be regatta!)
Fri: One more day!
Sat: 1st day of the big day
Sun: 2nd day of the big day

By the end of this week, my heart would have burst already!

<3JIN

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Every little thing you do
makes me fall in love with you



Every little thing you say
makes me wanna feel this way

<3JIN

you are more than i can ever ask for

<3JIN

Friday, November 13, 2009

I really want to go there.
There might be my dream.

Why do people aim for something so close to them?
Open up your eyes.
This close things are not everything!


Aim for something even bigger!
Aim for something even better!
know what you want!
Only then you will fight hard for it!!
thats what I strongly believe in.



Wasnt it suppose to be like that?
Why did it become like this?

<3JIN

Does it have to be like this?
I really dont want!

Im thinking of you day and night
Every hour
every minute
every second
every split second




sigh.

<3JIN

I miss you when I am dreaming!
Tell me why!
Dreaming of you!
Dreaming, only time when I can live without you!


I dont want to close my eyes!
I fear that when I close my eyes, I wont be able to control my mind.
Its the only time when I cant put up a fight.
I'll miss you when I am dreaming!



Im already missing you badly! ='(

<3JIN

My heart is crying.
Why is it so different?
Are we that different?
That is something that I will find it hard to understand and comprehend.


How do you do it?
Are we that bad?

I guess its really how much we want it.
your are just so...
sigh.


just thinking about it...
it makes me sad.

<3JIN

For a few seconds, my heart stop beating.
Wow!


I have been trying to figure out.
why is it that _____ is always different from _____?
Everything is different.

And woa.
I disagree with how you are displaying some kind of physical material.
I mean...
If someone did not do it, I highly doubt that you will also do it.

Why must you coop yourself up like a chicken?
Like the story of the frog in the well.
geez.
every 1 step you are moving forward, you are sliding back 3 steps.
There is a whole new world out there waiting for you.
All you got to do is to open up your eyes..
And you will realise.


liability?

<3JIN

Thursday, November 12, 2009

We really dont know what we are missing on!

I really want to go there!

I just want to experience that feeling!

Once is more than enough for me!

<3JIN

I LIKE YOU!


really an indescribable feeling!

<3JIN

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Wow! Your amaze me!
That is why!
I hope that i can be like you!


Come on!
Action speaks louder than words.


you are my driving force.

sigh..

<3JIN

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Im worst than last time.
Good luck.


But with you.
Im always normal.


Only you.

<3JIN

Sunday, November 08, 2009

Do you know what is worth fighting for?

Im still fighting on. are you?


When i saw you cry, i cried too in my heart!

Please dont cry!
I really wish that I could run to you and give you a hug!
all a wishful thinking on my part.



my love i have for you is beyond despcription.
its..

<3JIN